October 13, 2009
tots for a dime
I learnt today that guilt is a very dangerous emotion to harbour. It transforms itself easily into fear, insecurity, low self-esteem, social withdrawal, emotional fatigue... and still, it won't show itself. So dodgy that it may not even allow one to forgive oneself.I told someone today that, the worst thing to happen is not to lose a relationship, but to not have any friendships to count on when you have to cope with losing a relationship. The feeling of friends, even those you seldom meet up with, stepping into your world to hoist it up (sometimes, with their mere presence) when it feels like everything is caving in? That's the one thing anyone cannot afford to lose, and everyone must work to deserve it.
I'm so glad and proud of myself for always keeping a good and level head about maintaining my friendships, even and especially when I'm in a relationship. I hope she starts this Friday. After all, a 'best friend' is the best person to re-acquaint with. Mine called me earlier. She tries very hard. I'm so proud of her, and our friendship. ^^
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:55